I've almost made it to the light at the surface. I had my first NYC interview today...needless to say it was not exactly what I had expected. I'm still searching for an internship and I really hope that I'm closer to breaking the surface, than sinking back to the bottom.
To be honest, I did not think it would be this hard to find a position working for FREE in New York City entertainment.
Each day I'm here I find myself missing LA, and ironically, Nashville....
Each day I feel more and more lost in my search for myself and for a purpose in NY. I know that I have to reach the surface of the water soon, and I'll look back on my first few weeks and laugh...but at the moment that seems very hard to imagine.
I keep playing Machbox 20- Bright Lights over and over in my head....its more than slightly pathetic of me haha...I'm sure that there are much better suited songs for this occasion than this one...but who are we kidding...no one is going to read this anyway.
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